when I was a teenager I had some occult thoughts
I wished that I were cursed with lycanthropy, When the moon is full, I would have to leave my lover and dashed into the woods, leaving the lonely lupine howling behind her. Next day when first sun beam breaks the dark sky curtain, I would return to her side.
Or I fell in love with a werewolf, each month my heart sank with the accretion of the moon. Eventually the day has come and I watched appallingly my lover completed his transfiguration and disappeared in the woods, leaving one drop of tear reflecting the pale moonlight
I have a mentor hidden in the deepest place in my consciousness, his name is Merlin. Once he said to me, I can adumbrate your past. Baffled was I by that statement! How? Why? Construe that? He never gave an answer
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